Here's just a quick little update! I'm not going to go into detail because honestly I don't feel like dealing with it but I've been getting really into audio and music. Writing that out kinda feels like "oh I love seeing and hearing" but I promise I'm serious. I got the Snowsky Echo mini as a digital audio player and ripped all my CDs to it. Maybe I'll upload random shit here? IDK? I think it could be fun to make all my files public but that's like 10000% piracy and I don't wanna go to prison.

I also wanna do playlists here for folks to listen to but once again… IDK how to do that in the web context. unfortunately I don't have tons of interest to keep doing major website updates so it'll probably lay dormant for a good while with just random blog updates for a while.

I also know myself enough that if/ when i come back to the site, I'm gonna want to do a full redeux, which is horrible. I wish I could come back to a hobby without feeling like I need to completely restart. Anyways. That's about all the mental bandwidth I have to type like fucking 500 words, how embarassing. Okay BYE

Kinda stuck w/ my silent hill fan pages rn. I partially wanna do a classic breakdown of plot, Characters, etc. but i also wanna do an audio maybe visual thing. I really struggle with writing long form content, especially because i hate doing outlines and drafts.

I love talking about the things i like but I don't necessarily enjoy doing extended writing about it. A part of me feels like if i like these IPs then i should have no problem writing but fuck does it just linda feel like a struggle.

Im also like. Idk, i want this to be a part of the website and not a youtube video. I considered doing like a voice over where I could talk about each game and have basically an edited transcript with pics and videos, but im not 100% sure. To the two people that visit my page, what do you think i should do? Tell me in my guestbook!

I watched the backrooms yesterday!!! I went with my partner and our friend Meagan in the morning to see the movie on the big screen. It was great! I won't spoil anything but there's a crazy chaotic sequence in the middle of the movie that blew my FUCKING MIND. it plateaued a bit after that but it was genuinely thrilling. (so scared I teared up, my god)

Okay so my partner has been struggling with some back pain that has been getting worse and worse so today I called out from work and we went to urgent care. blah blah blah. sciatica. blah blah, who cares, I got the day off work BITCH. With that said, I have a weirdly important job so I couldn't just fully disapear but my absence was at least expected so I've gotten to chill. On top of this, my boss is super chill and cool and isn't making me use PTO, so I basically got a free day off. literally gooning over this my god. Maybe I'll talk about what I do for work at some point because I love alt people in corporate spaces and wanna talk about how I manage that some day. Whatever.

My hyper-fixation on this site continues, much to the chagrin of my job and all the important relationships that I deny for the sake of making a square orange or green. I'm working on a new reviews page atm, which will probably roll out in the next few days (or maybe later today who knows). Okay anyways, my mini-blog isn't so mini so I'll go now.

Today my partner and I went to our favorite coffee shop but the vibes were a little off. We both woke up late, and had just a full series of minor inconveniences pretty much all morning. Then I tried on some shirts that didn't fit on my big ol' body and it just fried me a bit. It's alright though. We both did a reset and are doing a bit better now. I've been polishing off the new home page and am really loving it! In fact, if you're reading this now (unless you're supah far in the future), it's on the new site! so Yippee!

In other news, I'm going to see the Backrooms tomorrow!! We've been putting it off for a while bcuz we wanted to see it with a friend but I don't want to wait too long and it goes out of theaters or something so I pulled the trigger and bought tickets for tomorrow. RECLINING SEATS! Hopefully if I'm motivated enough I'll write a review… we'll see!